Saturday August 23, 2008

23 Aug 08
It seems to me that I've said this a lot in the past year, but seriously, "I don't even know where to start." Life just seems to be spinning horribly out of control. No. Reverse that. My emotions seem to be spinning horribly out of control, and I don't know how to get off this sick and twisted carnival ride.
Last night was the worst moment in the past 803 days, and I just couldn't seem to stop it. I really don't know how it got so out of control...